The name placed upon me in this world is a reflection of where I am in my own spiritual journey. I have always known this, as well as acknowledge why the birth and entering was of a challenging nature. I have just researched the exact definition of this first name, and to my own wisdom the name coincided with my own acknowledgement of truth. The name is Ana and the definition from Greek is up, back and anew. This was discovered through various Dictionary sources, but the one that found its prefix meaning within flow was the Online Etymology Dictionary. This definition through language aligns with my own spiritual path. I know I have experienced this world before, in a different environment.
These three prefix meanings have been with me since rebirth, and reflect my own past constant battle and enlightement. Up in my awareness means continuously developing and elevating, which is the main purpose of why I am here. This truth is within, in the form of my higher self where wisdom and truth reside. Back represents a splitting of two things. Firstly a return into this world, and secondly my unwillingness to stay and strong force to return back to the environment I once was in, before being re-born into this new life. Back very much reflects my journey as a teenager when I tried to return to that place. This prefix also reflects the need to keep going back before going up, which then reflects anew constant uplift. That uplift is the usual awareness until I no longer go back, and just continue to rise.
This is exactly what has been happening for a while, a continuous over again experience whereby I push my inner self aside for a while, then return and look within. I feel this awareness has come at a suitable encounter where my imagination is returning into new heights, and my consciousness is developing my ability to unprogramme the mentality of these occurrence’s repeating themselfs. Such a moment of this kind awakens my consciousness to its truest form, and enables energy to continuously flow without force. I feel this is where truest change happens, right now.
I have been using less of this name, as have felt disassociated with the personality of the character of the name. Have felt Ana to be heavy, because of the back of fate sequence. It is interesting how character hangs onto experience and behaviour onto character, and how names are easily linked to transcribe character. Understandably truth has come out once again, and light is shining beyond meaning in language.
What are your thoughts on fate, and meanings behind names? Do you understand your own name?
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Wow! I understood you exactly in this. I think mainly that’s because we are all growing each day of our life, and coming to an understanding of ‘self’. Perhaps we’ll make it within the perimeters of this lifetime, perhaps another. Myself, I don’t think I made great strides till after the death of my parents. Then, I quit looking back, or comparing one stage to another. Or holding back, or trying to do things in ways my family might approve.
Now, I do more for the whole of that self, and in just a few short years I’ve found the inner peace and happiness that before had eluded me. Do I like my name? Over the years it’s grown to feel like me. Do I understand it’s meaning? Sought after, likable. Perhaps to some, those that were meant to be important to my life.
My name means honey bee and for me i feel i am in the rut of working and saving for later. I looked up my siblings as well and found there names very interesting. I come from a catholic backround and have bee searching for meaning in life, is it a part of fate. recently i have been looking into the other forms of understanding who and where we come from. There is a great sense in fate and a planned purpose whether it is through my mind or happening of chance. By chance and meaning in my own words others may understand as “God”. Life can be vary interesting though. May it all mean something in the end? Why are you reading this, by chance? Think about it.